May. 29, 2013

Chaos Among the Chaos

I've been...well...not too good lately. On the bright side, I'm on Chapter Fourteen of Dueling Moons, but trying to find a silver lining is getting harder and harder these days.

For example, I tried to help someone with their writing today, and I got my head bitten off. That's fine with me, but don't post something if you don't want an opinion on it. I mean, really. I'm harder on my own work than anyone elses...but I guess I should just keep my opinions to myself. After all, they're not that important anyway, right? It shouldn't matter that I'm trying to help you out when I could be perfectly happy writing my own stuff. But that's okay, I shouldn't have said anything, and I'm sorry for trying to make you a better writer.

To top all that off, I'm in pain. Serious and excruciating pain. I mean, what's the point of doctors if they just make you worse than you were to begin with? All they want to do is give you tests in order to tell you, "Well it's just inflammation." Thanks for the obvious, Doctor Know it All, I could have told you that without sticking a scope down my throat. You were the ones who made me sick in the first place, giving me an antibiotic that screwed up my stomach, and then giving me another one, which created a burning pain that makes me nauseous and dizzy at the same time. Thanks for all your help, incompetent jerks.

I really do think that Karma is out to get me, and I don't know why. Maybe, it's because I'm a nice person, who tries to help people when they don't want the help. I need to learn just to worry about myself. Sigh.

Well, that's my rant for today.


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